I had a pretty vulgar dream last night. something about shouting vulgarities at somebody. if you start dreaming about cameras, something must be very wrong - but pretty amusing all the same
but todays angst is about something different altogether (unrelated). it is about an annoyance about sloth, the sloth of others, expecting the efforts of one to be god-like, alleging that a lack of experience on their part justifys a lack of effort, a lack of an attempt to even try hard. effort is lacking, it is visible, and your nonchalance and disregard is severely discouraging. i can't find the words to describe this, but i'm just not sure of how interested you are in committing to this project. Put in some effort, put in some thought, open your eyes just a little, look to your right (even rebecca black is aware that her friend is by her right) look at the context,understand, please, put in some effort, won't you?
grah. most of the claims i make might be unjustified, but i just have to get this off my chest before going back in.
