ive a sudden urge to watch ghosts of girlfriends past.
i just wasted post 196 on this.
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ ghosts
Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ of sore and sticking knees
koped from my notebook: (after edit)
"my neck's sore, my knee's numb. yawning. yes ive been cycling. nasi lemak too. here i am on a beach, benched, watching the sky darken, dim. another day, the waves rolling onto the shore".
ow. my knees. lol.
tampines-pasirris-changibeach-changiairport-eastcoast
doesnt seem all that far right :)
whoo. but my knees. argh. the rest of my body is about normal already, just abit warmer then usual. but the knees. crap
but it gets sorta lonely cycling so long alone.
but interesting sights along the way lar. photos in the far off future.
hmm.
my knees.
"my neck's sore, my knee's numb. yawning. yes ive been cycling. nasi lemak too. here i am on a beach, benched, watching the sky darken, dim. another day, the waves rolling onto the shore".
ow. my knees. lol.
tampines-pasirris-changibeach-changiairport-eastcoast
doesnt seem all that far right :)
whoo. but my knees. argh. the rest of my body is about normal already, just abit warmer then usual. but the knees. crap
but it gets sorta lonely cycling so long alone.
but interesting sights along the way lar. photos in the far off future.
hmm.
my knees.
Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ a hundred and ninety three
post a hundred and ninety three (or four)
hmm. somebody's having a bbq nearby i think. keep smelling the satay-ish charcoal stuff smell. good. too bad cannot go find them and kope lar.
but its making sort of hungry. argh.
hmm. today's chinese tution was interesting. got 新同学。eh . its a girl. from our school somemore. nenque. relatively surprised seh. i thought her chinese quite good one. but it made the lesson quite strangely interesting lar. cos the teacher suddenly changed his teaching style cos got 2 students. then end up very strange slow and boring the lesson. like half the usual pace. ... but she won me on ting xie. ive a feeling that she wont come for the next lesson.
mm. jurong point is getting relatively boring to walk. nothing much there left new already. considering im not geared to female interests of clothes and such. whoo.. but theres always ntuc for me lar. lol. today got WYETH liaon puppet show. quite interesting, blatantly commercial, a puppet lion with a message "i want you to be BRAVE AND STRONG". be like the animals in my kingdom! we drink from a magic fountain!.
*kid asks what comes out from the magic fountain
*rest answer: MILK!
mm. commercials and the young malleble minds of little children. but nonetheless still cute. everyone was smiling. :)
my com (this com) got hijacked by my sis practically everyday. cos she says the other one in my room is too slow already. which means im kinda banished from ths com in daylight. and using the other one. REDALERT2!. lol. spamming that game. the only reasonably fun game on that machine.
hmm. somebody's having a bbq nearby i think. keep smelling the satay-ish charcoal stuff smell. good. too bad cannot go find them and kope lar.
but its making sort of hungry. argh.
hmm. today's chinese tution was interesting. got 新同学。eh . its a girl. from our school somemore. nenque. relatively surprised seh. i thought her chinese quite good one. but it made the lesson quite strangely interesting lar. cos the teacher suddenly changed his teaching style cos got 2 students. then end up very strange slow and boring the lesson. like half the usual pace. ... but she won me on ting xie. ive a feeling that she wont come for the next lesson.
mm. jurong point is getting relatively boring to walk. nothing much there left new already. considering im not geared to female interests of clothes and such. whoo.. but theres always ntuc for me lar. lol. today got WYETH liaon puppet show. quite interesting, blatantly commercial, a puppet lion with a message "i want you to be BRAVE AND STRONG". be like the animals in my kingdom! we drink from a magic fountain!.
*kid asks what comes out from the magic fountain
*rest answer: MILK!
mm. commercials and the young malleble minds of little children. but nonetheless still cute. everyone was smiling. :)
my com (this com) got hijacked by my sis practically everyday. cos she says the other one in my room is too slow already. which means im kinda banished from ths com in daylight. and using the other one. REDALERT2!. lol. spamming that game. the only reasonably fun game on that machine.
Tuesday, June 09, 2009 @
trigo rocks lor.
sine cosine tangent
cotangent cosecant co-?
cant remb.
but anws. still yeah.
tution class is quite interesting when everyone in the class stays in the east. and youre the only one that has to battle his way through rush hour mrt traffic to get home. very exciting, you see.
it turns out that walking a few mrt stops down the line doesnt really help much at all. the train still ends up being !$!@#%! crowded at outram park. east west line.
oya. clean your screen . http://www.raincitystory.com/flash/screenclean.swf
lovely seh.
the aircon at the tution place is spoilt. compressor probllems they say. so its 10 ppl trapped in the space of 4 toilet cubicles. doors closed, windows closed, and 2 small fans (not the NDP kind). working to circulate the air. eh. for 4 hours.
ooh. bicycle.
i wait for 19th june. big day.
sine cosine tangent
cotangent cosecant co-?
cant remb.
but anws. still yeah.
tution class is quite interesting when everyone in the class stays in the east. and youre the only one that has to battle his way through rush hour mrt traffic to get home. very exciting, you see.
it turns out that walking a few mrt stops down the line doesnt really help much at all. the train still ends up being !$!@#%! crowded at outram park. east west line.
oya. clean your screen . http://www.raincitystory.com/flash/screenclean.swf
lovely seh.
the aircon at the tution place is spoilt. compressor probllems they say. so its 10 ppl trapped in the space of 4 toilet cubicles. doors closed, windows closed, and 2 small fans (not the NDP kind). working to circulate the air. eh. for 4 hours.
ooh. bicycle.
i wait for 19th june. big day.
Sunday, June 07, 2009 @ night bemusment
the night
listen to a band calling itself hey monday singing "woh -ho!" (factorial) and asking how i can sleep or breathe.
eh.
look at the ingenuity of the idea of using a note card as a mousepad for the mouse.
(the "table" is a whiteboard you see actually. the mouse doesnt like it very much)
eh.
look with bemusment as you try to smack that mosquito.
(the room is dark and the monitor is the only light)
wait for the mosquito to fly across the screen before trying to smack it.
(quite hard. considering its a 17-inch screen)
become bemused that your super pandan smell weapon doesnt work on mosquitos.
and that its been long since youve seen any nice critters around your room.
and then theres the lizard that got squished. between the door and the door frame. top corner. pity.
and then the lizard that jumped out and landed on your shoe (or slipper?) . feet lar. when you opened the gate.
and also the lizard that emerged from behind the pile of notes(there are many there) and then ran out of the room.
the lizard that you scared into hiding behind the cupboard/shelf. not knowing how to catch it now. you push the cupboard/shelf against the wall. (its an ikea shelf i remb)
and then the cockroach which suffered a similar fate not long before the lizard did. same shelf.
run thru the blogs and realise that not many ppl updated.
and after enlightenement from the great zhufeng. it is deemed possible for the journey from jurong to east coast to be undertaken. albeit dangerously, through the scary streets of singapore, horrible drivers and speeding dump trucks included.
at least the SCDF is an efective force i hope. can get to you in 9 minutes or so. you cant bleed that much in 9 mins right? :D
whoo
listen to a band calling itself hey monday singing "woh -ho!" (factorial) and asking how i can sleep or breathe.
eh.
look at the ingenuity of the idea of using a note card as a mousepad for the mouse.
(the "table" is a whiteboard you see actually. the mouse doesnt like it very much)
eh.
look with bemusment as you try to smack that mosquito.
(the room is dark and the monitor is the only light)
wait for the mosquito to fly across the screen before trying to smack it.
(quite hard. considering its a 17-inch screen)
become bemused that your super pandan smell weapon doesnt work on mosquitos.
and that its been long since youve seen any nice critters around your room.
and then theres the lizard that got squished. between the door and the door frame. top corner. pity.
and then the lizard that jumped out and landed on your shoe (or slipper?) . feet lar. when you opened the gate.
and also the lizard that emerged from behind the pile of notes(there are many there) and then ran out of the room.
the lizard that you scared into hiding behind the cupboard/shelf. not knowing how to catch it now. you push the cupboard/shelf against the wall. (its an ikea shelf i remb)
and then the cockroach which suffered a similar fate not long before the lizard did. same shelf.
run thru the blogs and realise that not many ppl updated.
and after enlightenement from the great zhufeng. it is deemed possible for the journey from jurong to east coast to be undertaken. albeit dangerously, through the scary streets of singapore, horrible drivers and speeding dump trucks included.
at least the SCDF is an efective force i hope. can get to you in 9 minutes or so. you cant bleed that much in 9 mins right? :D
whoo
Saturday, June 06, 2009 @ eh. hot sia.
the heat is oppressive.
makes the person sian and irritated.
bored rather.
>this post was interupted>
uh. oya. bike trails seh.lol
technically its possible for me to cycle "safely" on bicycle trails from my home , up to jurong hill, onto central catchement area, and then down to kallang, along up to east coast and onwards to changi and pasir ris.
whoo.
lol
not that ive a bike. yet (hopefully soon)
edit: the more i look at it. the more inhumane it looks to be cycling in singapore. the gaps in between the park connectors are awlful, huge and horrendos. i think the furtherest i can familiarly navigate would be until north of vivo and north of bukit merah. beyond that. ... the cbd and chinatown seems a dangerous place to cycle through. to go around it would entail taking the northern route up to choa chu kang, central catchment, (woodlands, hougang bedok?) or ( bishan gaylang , ecp. ) all strange long routes.
makes the person sian and irritated.
bored rather.
>this post was interupted>
uh. oya. bike trails seh.lol
technically its possible for me to cycle "safely" on bicycle trails from my home , up to jurong hill, onto central catchement area, and then down to kallang, along up to east coast and onwards to changi and pasir ris.
whoo.
lol
not that ive a bike. yet (hopefully soon)
edit: the more i look at it. the more inhumane it looks to be cycling in singapore. the gaps in between the park connectors are awlful, huge and horrendos. i think the furtherest i can familiarly navigate would be until north of vivo and north of bukit merah. beyond that. ... the cbd and chinatown seems a dangerous place to cycle through. to go around it would entail taking the northern route up to choa chu kang, central catchment, (woodlands, hougang bedok?) or ( bishan gaylang , ecp. ) all strange long routes.
@ of pastamania glasses
what can one do with a pile of pastamania dessert glasses?
@ muppets vid seh
Friday, June 05, 2009 @ aibushishou
i keep pressing ctrl-d
@ .whoo
i am amused again. happy sort rather.
lol
i m addicted.
lol
i m addicted.
@ of stumble upon and mrts
of orchard roads and stumbling upon stuff.
its right irritating when starhub starts labelling sites as "unsafe" and block them from you, all in the name of "safesurf".....
hey but lol. today is amusing. the second day of wandering around orchard road in the green jacket. the sun wasnt really kind yea. so aircon has become a great invention too . but heart quiet naturally cool xinjingziranliang. lol.
saw a couple of hwachongs runnig around.. selling flowers?
then there was the three blind mice. "NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!." in a mrt station
they call it art on the move or smth. quite cool seh.
art art art.
__| procedure for achevieing stability in MRT trains.
1) find a nice spot. preferbly beside the door. near the emergency comm button there.
2) wonder if the button has been pressed (it looks like its been pressed).
3) be tempted to press it
4) give up the idea.
5) as train comes to a halt, realise that your hands are full. and you cant stabilise yourself.
6) simply straighten your body
7) tiptoe.
8) wonder why you stood beneath the knobby light thingy thats poking into your head now.
9) wait for the train to come to a complete stop before lowering self and yea.
In MRT,
1) notice a bunch of kids that just entered the train and making a nuisance of themselves.
2) see that the whole carriage is staring at them
3) notice the girl's elbow right in front of your face. (theyre standing in front of you.)
4) see the $10, her handphone , etc etc there in her transparent bag
5) wait for your stop
6) stand up.
7) tower over them. look bored.
8) theyre blocking your way.
9) boom. excuse me boy. move aside will you.
10) watch as the feel gl.
11) exit train . (no point missing your stop)
12) see the strange grin on some commuters face.
13) wonder if you couldve been louder and more stern.
strange days. on the mrt.
theres nothing to walk at orchard road.
to think id be trapped there for the whole of next week.
its right irritating when starhub starts labelling sites as "unsafe" and block them from you, all in the name of "safesurf".....
hey but lol. today is amusing. the second day of wandering around orchard road in the green jacket. the sun wasnt really kind yea. so aircon has become a great invention too . but heart quiet naturally cool xinjingziranliang. lol.
saw a couple of hwachongs runnig around.. selling flowers?
then there was the three blind mice. "NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!." in a mrt station
they call it art on the move or smth. quite cool seh.
art art art.
__| procedure for achevieing stability in MRT trains.
1) find a nice spot. preferbly beside the door. near the emergency comm button there.
2) wonder if the button has been pressed (it looks like its been pressed).
3) be tempted to press it
4) give up the idea.
5) as train comes to a halt, realise that your hands are full. and you cant stabilise yourself.
6) simply straighten your body
7) tiptoe.
8) wonder why you stood beneath the knobby light thingy thats poking into your head now.
9) wait for the train to come to a complete stop before lowering self and yea.
In MRT,
1) notice a bunch of kids that just entered the train and making a nuisance of themselves.
2) see that the whole carriage is staring at them
3) notice the girl's elbow right in front of your face. (theyre standing in front of you.)
4) see the $10, her handphone , etc etc there in her transparent bag
5) wait for your stop
6) stand up.
7) tower over them. look bored.
8) theyre blocking your way.
9) boom. excuse me boy. move aside will you.
10) watch as the feel gl.
11) exit train . (no point missing your stop)
12) see the strange grin on some commuters face.
13) wonder if you couldve been louder and more stern.
strange days. on the mrt.
theres nothing to walk at orchard road.
to think id be trapped there for the whole of next week.
@ own liao lor :)
Thursday, June 04, 2009 @ a state of high amusion
hahaha.
i am in a state of high amusion (amusment?)
my amused particles are colliding with each other, generating amusing reactions.
and my room still smells pandan-y. good wad. keeps all the weird stuff away.
smell like taxi.
boys and girls, remember next time to ask the taxi driver why the taxi put pandan leafs. then put some in your own room
lol.
whoo. logarithms and linear law and diy tesla turbine ftw
theres the reliant robin space shuttle too . :D
i am in a state of high amusion (amusment?)
my amused particles are colliding with each other, generating amusing reactions.
and my room still smells pandan-y. good wad. keeps all the weird stuff away.
smell like taxi.
boys and girls, remember next time to ask the taxi driver why the taxi put pandan leafs. then put some in your own room
lol.
whoo. logarithms and linear law and diy tesla turbine ftw
theres the reliant robin space shuttle too . :D
Wednesday, June 03, 2009 @ mundanity with orstralian moustaches and beards
watched australia last night (or this morning?)
epic movie. as in like the good type of epic.
eh got hugh jackman. the wolverine guy. with a huge thick nice black beard. (im not gay)
when the show was in its last third, they shaved the beard off.
....
and he suddenly looked many years younger.
but hey lol! it was a nice movie.
and the ukulele rocks too.
oya. the uke was played by this hongkong actor guy. quite a famous hongkong actor. but just a side actor in the angmoh show. (called "sing song".. supermarket... shengsiong)
mm the movie had the very orstralian feel . good sia.
i think it was directed by Baz Luhrmann. the moulin rouge guy.
havent watched moulin rogue yet though.
thus. moulin rouge is now one my to watch list
along with the others:
forrest gump, love actually, the good shepard , moulin rogue, uh. cant remb the rest.
oya, FMJ. (the jeffry classic)
tution spam starts tmr. logarithms and linear law.
whoo.
epic movie. as in like the good type of epic.
eh got hugh jackman. the wolverine guy. with a huge thick nice black beard. (im not gay)
when the show was in its last third, they shaved the beard off.
....
and he suddenly looked many years younger.
but hey lol! it was a nice movie.
and the ukulele rocks too.
oya. the uke was played by this hongkong actor guy. quite a famous hongkong actor. but just a side actor in the angmoh show. (called "sing song".. supermarket... shengsiong)
mm the movie had the very orstralian feel . good sia.
i think it was directed by Baz Luhrmann. the moulin rouge guy.
havent watched moulin rogue yet though.
thus. moulin rouge is now one my to watch list
along with the others:
forrest gump, love actually, the good shepard , moulin rogue, uh. cant remb the rest.
oya, FMJ. (the jeffry classic)
tution spam starts tmr. logarithms and linear law.
whoo.
@ nvm. sorry.
nvm sorry.
@ realise
i just realised.
a hundred days ago.
its been a hundred days.
a hundred days ago.
its been a hundred days.
Tuesday, June 02, 2009 @ and the wonders of cable tv
the tv decided to emo after switching over to the new set=top box.
its been like this for the past 2 weeks. i think
showing all the channels available on SCV/starhub.
whoo.
lol
there's star movies, all the hbos, mtv even, all the sports channels, a bunch of chinese channels. ownage.
i wonder when it will end. then maybe i can get suaned again.
i jumped onto the street and got knocked down
would you be the reason for me
i'm not a perfect person.
but i just want you to know.
to change who i used to be.
its been like this for the past 2 weeks. i think
showing all the channels available on SCV/starhub.
whoo.
lol
there's star movies, all the hbos, mtv even, all the sports channels, a bunch of chinese channels. ownage.
i wonder when it will end. then maybe i can get suaned again.
i jumped onto the street and got knocked down
would you be the reason for me
i'm not a perfect person.
but i just want you to know.
to change who i used to be.
@
mm. new game cd. boiling point.
something like GTA, just a cheaper one. 13.95 i think. popular.
lol
uh. 2005 game
tried it.
weird game
the guns dont fire half the time.
the only thing that you can use relialby to kill people is the knife, and the assault rifle. (rocks)
uhm. you cant break into cars, unless there's someone inside it already, in that case you have to kill the guy inside.
everytime you kill a guy, or even accidentely nudge him with your car, you become an enemy of his faction. and basically, all the people in that faction start shooting at you wherever you go.
which is a bad thing to happen when you accidentely nudge a soldier as youre trying to park in a guerilla base... which is filled with a bunch of people carrying guns. but its pretty cool when you still manage to kill em all. :D
eh. lunch was at longhouse today. everything $3.
strange.
there was the qiaowei also. amazing in her size.
mm. her presentation skills are quite amazing
pwning the skills off david.
yea.
pia-ed 157 home after the cip. damn hot. slept on the bus. an hour? then woke and waited about like 30 mins before hitting interchange again. and wandering around jp. decided not to go to library. pai-huaiing between jp and lib before suddenly deciding having inspiration to draw to go home. that inspiration which pretty much died when i sat down.
but the final bus ride was quite interesting though.
4 ppl, upper deck. they went into the bus, plonked on the seats and adjusted the aircon towards emselves. and went "wah." altogether, "so shiok arh". quite interesting.
later when the bus stopped at a traffic light. (the sun was shining on their side of the bus). they moved all together to the other side (my side). to escape the sun.
amazing. not really. but still.
mm. there was this weird guy at jp.
standing at the first floor at jp 2, looking at the ppl eating food down below. nothing wrong right.
but he was holding a camera, and kept shifting positions and taking pictures of different people.
fascinating.
but he's not the first one i saw lar.
bookstores are getting expensive.
stationary island is a murder. thus i dont buy.
insufficient supply for the male consumer is also evident in many stores.
why?
firstly. they are expensive
secondly, they are uh. weird and pinky with flower designs all over. nice design. but. no.
but i saw a notebook worth getting but didnt. $0.75 notebook. quite a small one. the mini foolscape. but didnt . why arh.
then there's the art student. wanting to upsize (or downsize?) something to A1 size. then there was a big discussion with the store ppl over how to do it (3 ppl +) something with the paper too big or the machine cannot scale that size i think.
then there's the bunch of sec1/2 students from huayi. they boarded the bus. and well. started talking strange stuff. and uh. one of the guys started whacking one of the girls for swearing or smth.
mm.
i think im spamming posts.
well theres spam tution also. spam study. which is pretty much what this holiday is about.
upgrading works in progress.
uh.
yea.
upgrade, to make myself better.
to be a better man (guy or lad, whatever you call it)
something like GTA, just a cheaper one. 13.95 i think. popular.
lol
uh. 2005 game
tried it.
weird game
the guns dont fire half the time.
the only thing that you can use relialby to kill people is the knife, and the assault rifle. (rocks)
uhm. you cant break into cars, unless there's someone inside it already, in that case you have to kill the guy inside.
everytime you kill a guy, or even accidentely nudge him with your car, you become an enemy of his faction. and basically, all the people in that faction start shooting at you wherever you go.
which is a bad thing to happen when you accidentely nudge a soldier as youre trying to park in a guerilla base... which is filled with a bunch of people carrying guns. but its pretty cool when you still manage to kill em all. :D
eh. lunch was at longhouse today. everything $3.
strange.
there was the qiaowei also. amazing in her size.
mm. her presentation skills are quite amazingpwning the skills off david.
yea.
pia-ed 157 home after the cip. damn hot. slept on the bus. an hour? then woke and waited about like 30 mins before hitting interchange again. and wandering around jp. decided not to go to library. pai-huaiing between jp and lib before suddenly deciding having inspiration to draw to go home. that inspiration which pretty much died when i sat down.
but the final bus ride was quite interesting though.
4 ppl, upper deck. they went into the bus, plonked on the seats and adjusted the aircon towards emselves. and went "wah." altogether, "so shiok arh". quite interesting.
later when the bus stopped at a traffic light. (the sun was shining on their side of the bus). they moved all together to the other side (my side). to escape the sun.
amazing. not really. but still.
mm. there was this weird guy at jp.
standing at the first floor at jp 2, looking at the ppl eating food down below. nothing wrong right.
but he was holding a camera, and kept shifting positions and taking pictures of different people.
fascinating.
but he's not the first one i saw lar.
bookstores are getting expensive.
stationary island is a murder. thus i dont buy.
insufficient supply for the male consumer is also evident in many stores.
why?
firstly. they are expensive
secondly, they are uh. weird and pinky with flower designs all over. nice design. but. no.
but i saw a notebook worth getting but didnt. $0.75 notebook. quite a small one. the mini foolscape. but didnt . why arh.
then there's the art student. wanting to upsize (or downsize?) something to A1 size. then there was a big discussion with the store ppl over how to do it (3 ppl +) something with the paper too big or the machine cannot scale that size i think.
then there's the bunch of sec1/2 students from huayi. they boarded the bus. and well. started talking strange stuff. and uh. one of the guys started whacking one of the girls for swearing or smth.
mm.
i think im spamming posts.
well theres spam tution also. spam study. which is pretty much what this holiday is about.
upgrading works in progress.
uh.
yea.
upgrade, to make myself better.
to be a better man (guy or lad, whatever you call it)
@ lobotomy
hoya. evening.
(i am not sure if this post would clash with the previous ridiculously long one. but well. nobody reads here lar. but have to find a skin which seperates it)
i decree that long pants are unsuitable for the singaporean climate. save for number 4 pants lar. (strangely) firstly. they restrict your movement. secondly, they cause you to be hot. especially if youre walking to macritchie from some ulu busstop.
pretty much sums up the day.
went to commonwealth for breakfast. some coffeshop in front of a factory or smth. 2 toast 1 teh o
their teh o is zhai. the sugar reach saturation point one. cannot dissolve.
walked over the hill and down the slope. to the busstop. the strange bsstop that we rarely took when we were having 3rd lang from the old school. the "93" busstop. realised that there is a rifle range actually just above the school. never noticed it before. always thought the rifle range was the strange small one next to the volleyball/tennis courts. its abandoned now anws.
took 93 happily.
till i "realised" the beauty of the weather
and decided to get off the bus about 20 mins walk away from maccritchie. and walk lar. quite ok lar. pictures here and there. and i realised today that my phone camera has an unhealthy greyish tinge to its photos. strange.
uh. wait for photos to upload. later post.
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(i am not sure if this post would clash with the previous ridiculously long one. but well. nobody reads here lar. but have to find a skin which seperates it)
i decree that long pants are unsuitable for the singaporean climate. save for number 4 pants lar. (strangely) firstly. they restrict your movement. secondly, they cause you to be hot. especially if youre walking to macritchie from some ulu busstop.
pretty much sums up the day.
went to commonwealth for breakfast. some coffeshop in front of a factory or smth. 2 toast 1 teh o
their teh o is zhai. the sugar reach saturation point one. cannot dissolve.
walked over the hill and down the slope. to the busstop. the strange bsstop that we rarely took when we were having 3rd lang from the old school. the "93" busstop. realised that there is a rifle range actually just above the school. never noticed it before. always thought the rifle range was the strange small one next to the volleyball/tennis courts. its abandoned now anws.
took 93 happily.
till i "realised" the beauty of the weather
and decided to get off the bus about 20 mins walk away from maccritchie. and walk lar. quite ok lar. pictures here and there. and i realised today that my phone camera has an unhealthy greyish tinge to its photos. strange.
uh. wait for photos to upload. later post.
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@ one hundred and seventy six. the love of your life.
one hundred and seventy six.
excitingly not a particularly exciting day rather!
uh. physics in the afternoon. first time im early i think. even earlier than the girls. and the guys. but still later than sunshine. lol. abit gay to call him sunshine. nvm kenny then.
anws. ive determined my cycle for today. (or yesterday for that matter)
building up highness from 11, stabilising at 12-1230, before gaining a sudden boost at 1230, with the highness of physics. (F=MA!) . mm. highness proceeded till first break. and peaked again just after break. before winding down to a low at abt 40 mins left in the lesson. energy level remains low, going down and stabilising at arnd 345... and stays very much there till i reach lakeside. where energy level rises again as i go back home. rising again to a high.
the above cycle differs from the usual day, in that the usual day has its peaks at 12-2pm, 3pm-4pm, 10pm-11pm, 1130pm - 1am . and super lows at 5pm-7pm.
i should draw a graph.
anws. a plane has crashed (maybe)
airfrance 447 i think...
an airbus 330, over the atlantic. 14 hours ago apparently. which means it has either ditched in the sea, or crash landed somewhere on land. in this case africa.
224 ppl aboard. 224 lives. 224 stories.
looking at it from the physics direction. a lightning strike is suspected. since a signal was recieved indicating electrical system failure, thus they suspect that it was struck by lightning, causing a large current to surge through the airframe, and aircraft, burning out the components, and causing the electical systems to fail. another possible side effect would be that of electrical fire, which may have a similar effect to swissair 111 (is it?) where the plane burned up and choked the whoel plane. grisly.
cable tv does wonders for your GK.
from the other end. the non-engineering end. life sucks. shit happens. sums quite alot up.,
and then about life.
there are the good days and the bad days.
on the bad days.
just smile and move on.
if you cant
grin.
if you cant smile or grin.
stay out of the way till you can. or look for me.
i seem to have two lives. on one hand to make ppl happy. on the other hand to destroy and build people. strange.
(fine. bad day is playing)
(australia was before it)
(and now australia is playing again)
come to think of it. the airfrance jet was a airbus 330. the same make as the one i took to australia. the one where i suddenly got the strange feeling that it would crash somehow. or something weird would happen. (fortunately not)/ \ it was a strange fear that wore off about just aft takeoff. i paid special attention to the flight safety briefing on that flight. when i wasnt smsing.
....
and then about life. the main thing is that it doesnt really make sense all the way. and then again what is sense here? a point comes when you wonder who's wearing a mask and who isn't , when you wonder if they are real, or if even you yourself is real. or just a mask in the wall? faceless. and then you see the heart. what is it for? happyness? or not. what is such a happyness? the seeking of personal happyness or for the happyness of others?
(bad day plays again)
(switches songs)
(a certain romance, and better together)
life seems to be a torrent of things. ever changing ever coming. you dont really get a second shot at it. make the best of what you have. go forward/you wont know if you die tommorow. if tommorow ever comes.
and then there are choices. choices where one changes perhaps the rest of his life. reflecting back on choices. ive done many stupid things. not many smart ones either. but still right choices here and there. though there are still the left ones.
(beyond the sea)
(jumps.)
(and where is the love)
(jumps)
(hero heroine)
... head in the clouds. i remember the day i saw a cloud. heart shaped. that tore itself in two. it was a saturday.
and i cant forget.
to be strong.
is strength a mask?
for whom to see?
and it is seen through all the same.
"i would like to substantiate my chicken rice"
(hero heroine ends)
(break even starts)
.
nvm.
the love of your life.
excitingly not a particularly exciting day rather!
uh. physics in the afternoon. first time im early i think. even earlier than the girls. and the guys. but still later than sunshine. lol. abit gay to call him sunshine. nvm kenny then.
anws. ive determined my cycle for today. (or yesterday for that matter)
building up highness from 11, stabilising at 12-1230, before gaining a sudden boost at 1230, with the highness of physics. (F=MA!) . mm. highness proceeded till first break. and peaked again just after break. before winding down to a low at abt 40 mins left in the lesson. energy level remains low, going down and stabilising at arnd 345... and stays very much there till i reach lakeside. where energy level rises again as i go back home. rising again to a high.
the above cycle differs from the usual day, in that the usual day has its peaks at 12-2pm, 3pm-4pm, 10pm-11pm, 1130pm - 1am . and super lows at 5pm-7pm.
i should draw a graph.
anws. a plane has crashed (maybe)
airfrance 447 i think...
an airbus 330, over the atlantic. 14 hours ago apparently. which means it has either ditched in the sea, or crash landed somewhere on land. in this case africa.
224 ppl aboard. 224 lives. 224 stories.
looking at it from the physics direction. a lightning strike is suspected. since a signal was recieved indicating electrical system failure, thus they suspect that it was struck by lightning, causing a large current to surge through the airframe, and aircraft, burning out the components, and causing the electical systems to fail. another possible side effect would be that of electrical fire, which may have a similar effect to swissair 111 (is it?) where the plane burned up and choked the whoel plane. grisly.
cable tv does wonders for your GK.
from the other end. the non-engineering end. life sucks. shit happens. sums quite alot up.,
and then about life.
there are the good days and the bad days.
on the bad days.
just smile and move on.
if you cant
grin.
if you cant smile or grin.
stay out of the way till you can. or look for me.
i seem to have two lives. on one hand to make ppl happy. on the other hand to destroy and build people. strange.
(fine. bad day is playing)
(australia was before it)
(and now australia is playing again)
come to think of it. the airfrance jet was a airbus 330. the same make as the one i took to australia. the one where i suddenly got the strange feeling that it would crash somehow. or something weird would happen. (fortunately not)/ \ it was a strange fear that wore off about just aft takeoff. i paid special attention to the flight safety briefing on that flight. when i wasnt smsing.
....
and then about life. the main thing is that it doesnt really make sense all the way. and then again what is sense here? a point comes when you wonder who's wearing a mask and who isn't , when you wonder if they are real, or if even you yourself is real. or just a mask in the wall? faceless. and then you see the heart. what is it for? happyness? or not. what is such a happyness? the seeking of personal happyness or for the happyness of others?
(bad day plays again)
(switches songs)
(a certain romance, and better together)
life seems to be a torrent of things. ever changing ever coming. you dont really get a second shot at it. make the best of what you have. go forward/you wont know if you die tommorow. if tommorow ever comes.
and then there are choices. choices where one changes perhaps the rest of his life. reflecting back on choices. ive done many stupid things. not many smart ones either. but still right choices here and there. though there are still the left ones.
(beyond the sea)
(jumps.)
(and where is the love)
(jumps)
(hero heroine)
... head in the clouds. i remember the day i saw a cloud. heart shaped. that tore itself in two. it was a saturday.
and i cant forget.
to be strong.
is strength a mask?
for whom to see?
and it is seen through all the same.
"i would like to substantiate my chicken rice"
(hero heroine ends)
(break even starts)
.
nvm.
the love of your life.
